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First off, no spoilers here!
This is stupid but I feel like I can't find enough places in which to express the effects of watching game Of Thrones season 3 episode 9 last night, or rather this morning before I went to sleep.
I've never felt so brainfuggled by any tv show or any particular episode of any tv show! G.R.R.M. who wrote this episode himself really knows how to crush his audience's souls, that's for sure.
Do you watch Game Of Thrones? How did you feel at the end of s03e09?

Kill The Lights

Journal Entry: Wed May 15, 2013, 5:37 PM
Another music entry. I must! I seriously can't get over the House Of Black Lanterns debut album Kill The Lights. I've had it for a week now and listened through it 23 times already. You know, it's that kind of album that you love so much that you want others to check it out and I say you should if you like electronic music with a deep and dark atmosphere. The tracks "Beg", "Truth & Loss" and "Shot you down" are my top favorites, but make no mistake, the entire album deeply fantastic.

The creator himself sums it up best:
House of Black Lanterns is firstly about suspense, space and depth. It’s more restrained than anything I have worked on before; that threat of violence is buried deep in texture rather than worn outwardly on my sleeve.



  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: House Of Black Lanterns
  • Watching: Hannibal
  • Playing: Borderlands 2
Sometimes the deviantART Help desk receives bug reports from deviants saying there's something wrong with their own or someone else's account because another particular account will tell then they are "deviously denied" (which means blocked), while the owner of said account untruthfully claims there is no block in place.

We'd advise against being dishonest about user blocks, because a lot of the time the blocked deviant will report the situation as a bug as a result of such dishonesty and we will then in fact tell them whether they are currently being blocked by the particular deviant or not.

Personally, I find it rather sad when a deviant submits such a bug report, saying their friend's page is having a problem while said friend is denying having a clue about it, and us ultimately telling the deviant that their friend is indeed blocking them.

From a policy and staff stand-point, you can block whomever you want for any reason or no reason at all and you don't owe anybody any justification for it.
However, when you block another deviant, have the decency to own up to it if the blocked deviant addresses it outside of deviantART (keep in mind that circumventing a block on-site is against our policies) because the blocked deviant can find out about it either way.

That's that. :)
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Cooh

Shouting At The Sky

Journal Entry: Mon May 6, 2013, 10:56 AM


I really love this music video! It's absolutely hilarious and sweet at the same time.
Plus, High Rankin makes awesome music.



I haven't really cared about music videos in many years but this one gets me every time.
What's your current favorite, if any?

Skin by =SimplySilent
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Cooh

right in this present moment...

Fri May 3, 2013, 7:05 PM
what do you think would make you the happiest?

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Cooh

Weird Dream Time

Fri Apr 26, 2013, 10:08 AM
Last night I dreamed about being in some hotel for some reason (felt like vacation heh) where I happened to meet one of my favorite electronic music acts, Underworld. For some reason I had all of their CDs with me and I showed them my whole collection. I showed them my favorite album of theirs, which happened to be a big red signed digipak album.
So after I woke up from that I went to the post office because a little package was waiting for me there that I missed out on the day before, not knowing or remembering what it could be.
I kid you not, it was a signed digipak of Cooh's (one of my favorite drum and bass artists) new album ReBirth which I had ordered a couple weeks ago.

How weird is that? :lol:

To make this post art related, Cooh is Ivan Shopov who also is a visual artist and designs his own music release artworks and more.



  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Cooh
The other week I took our new Commissions platform for a test drive and request a couple commissions. Creative as I am, I couldn't come up with really intricate requests so I simply aimed for simply digital portraits. I don't even have any good reference photos of myself, camera shy as I am. One of the artists I requested a commission from is ~Laurabltrn (Laura Beltran, Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art) and she just delivered me her portrait of me! I really like how it looks. :D

FEEL THIS MOMENT by ~Laurabltrn
  • Mood: Big Grin
  • Listening to: DJ Hidden
  • Watching: Hannibal
  • Playing: Just Cause 2
Einstein-ex-libris-bookplate by $Thunderstatement

This really awesome looking doodle is what was on Albert Eintstein's bookplate (also called "ex libris"), a little label which served to signal ownership of a book.
I see man standing atop a mountain, seemingly reaching out to the stars. I would guess that all the chaotic scribble line work is to symbolize the rules of the workings of the universe.

"Imagination is more important than knowledge."

This is also a test journal of some mysterious sort.

My new most favorite deviation ever

Fri Mar 15, 2013, 1:28 PM


I just need to post a journal about this. It's very rare that I'll find a deviation which just leaves me in utter disbelief of looking at something that amazes me so much I can hardly find any words to do it justice. It's the kind of artwork that bombs my brain hard. I wish I could have a life size print of it!

HEX - LSM tribute reprint by ~jamga

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Machine Code - 93 Million Miles
  • Watching: Battlestar Galactica
  • Playing: Tomb Raider
Last night I dreamed about visiting Sub-Zero in jail because he was drunkenly misbehaving at a highschool prom. He wore a blue tie. Officer Carl Winslow was with me and explained the whole ordeal.

:|

What weird shit have you dreamed about recently?
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Machine Code - Rhea
  • Playing: Tomb Raider
People tend to think themselves to be too simple without being conscious of that. Hell, a lot of people feel such a need for that.
Some people are convinced they know who they are, others say they do not know who they are, what their true self is.
The notion of a "true self" has gotten senseless. You can't not be anything but your own self.
Even if you're someone who tends to pretend to be someone else by way of imitation then that's still who they are.
Not being a highly consistent person also doesn't not make you yourself. You just aren't a one-track minded person then.
If you don't know who you are then maybe you think yourself to be smaller than you really are.
Maybe you're looking for a few defining droplets in a whole ocean of who you are that you do not even see.
You don't need to be able to sum yourself in a few sentences from the top of your head to convince yourself and others that you know who you are.
Don't bullshit yourself and let nobody else bullshit you about that.
If you feel you don't know who you are, you still *are* and you are nothing and nobody but yourself nonetheless.
It just means there is opportunity and need for self-discovery and the lack of a more or less narrow self-definition means you can have an easier time adapting to whatever comes your way. Not comparing yourself to others also helps.
Some people just feel they know who they are and walk through life cocksure of a one dimensional reality while others have to journey inward first to make sense of themselves and might go through a while array of selves before they know where they wanna go in life.
Having to do that can suck the life out of you, but it's better to embrace it because despair won't get you anywhere but down.
And if you're brave you can just accept that there might not be a thing such as "one true self" and that you might be quite different person every day or week or month with a more or less consistent baseline of a self.
People change, it happens, and it fucking should. Everything changes and people who think they don't need to adapt to anything more than often are a pain in the ass.
  • Mood: Optimism
  • Listening to: KMFDM - Kunst
I find it utterly intriguing and helpful to think about and question reality and what it might be; break it down in my head. For example, all that we actually see is light. We don't see actual stuff, we just see a limited range of light that comes from stuff, directly or indirectly. If you could somehow modify your eyes to see a larger range of light, so you might see ultraviolet and infrared wavelengths, you'd suddenly see the world as you have never seen it before, but as it has always been anyway.
Imagine being able to see micro and radio waves, x and gamma rays, and how that could and would change your overall perception of everything.
Your perception, mind, entire being would expand. Now imagine that same enhancement to your ears and sense of smell. Imagine you could taste colors, hear flavors and see sound. Imagine you could feel magnetism on your skin.

What I mean is that our senses are just filters to actual raw reality and all we get into our brains is just filtered reality and everything we know is bound to our limited perception. Thinking about that can greatly help against overrating everything we perceive and letting it weigh too heavily on us.
If you have a snappy mind, you can in one moment go 'oh, that person or object looks stunning' and immediately switch that to 'ah well, why give a fuck'.
Or how about that nothing actually possesses a color. Color is just what the brain makes from what it gets from the eyes.
What ends up in your brain as color is just how something reflects light. If grass were built slightly differently, it would reflect light differently, and it could look purple to us. Put some different gases up into the various 'spheres and the sky might be red. Have thinner eardrums and you'd hear stuff you've never heard before.

And this very obvious stuff is just scratching the surface of what we call reality, whereas going deeper would be about how perceiving everything that's outside our minds and that comes in through our senses makes us feel and think, makes us what and who and how we are.
One can reach absurd depths thinking about this, which might well be unique to us humans because without a doubt we have done absurd lengths to be what we are today. You could also de-construct yourself to a point where there's no doubt that we are all one and connected, which a lot of people regard as hippie bullshit. But you don't have to be some esoteric weirdo to think about such things.
Taking a step back is healthy for the mind.

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Journal Entry: Sun Feb 17, 2013, 12:35 AM
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I have good taste. Your taste sucks. I like that other person's taste though.

And that's all that the notion of taste is to me. It's a pretentious, sometimes condescending, way of expressing like and dislike of one's own and other people's likes and dislikes.

"Oliver, you have a great taste!" So you like what I like. Dandy.
I don't think that anyone else has a great taste. They either have a similar taste or not. Me not liking what other people like matters even less.

Everybody has a taste, which makes the notion of it pointless. People who say that somebody has no taste at all are the worst offenders.

So you like what you like and don't like what some other people like. Con-fucking-grats.

Taste is not a tangible thing so why treat it as such? You are not given taste and you don't buy taste at the store. You develop your own taste one way or another and that's that.
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Author & Punisher
That would be a thunderstatement.
Hur hur.
I've been wanting to change my username for a very long time now and previously only wanted my first name, simple as that. But it's taken and I can not have it (contrary to popular belief, staff can't just steal any old account). I kept trying to think up a new username that suits me but haven't been able to settle with one until I thought of Thunderstatement. I never had any attachment to Spinegrinder because I chose it completely at random and it has no personal or any meaning at all nor does it make any sense. I always felt awkward being referred to by that name and I'm also not brutal as the name might suggest. I have a bad sense of self-identity anyway so it's a wonder I found a handle I'm happy to switch to. Yeah I've had it for almost 10 years now and everybody is used to it and might have fond memories associated with it and some people might be bummed for a bit but that's no reason nor excuse to not make such a trivial change. I never had any regard for nostalgia. Aside from that my old username will always redirect to the new one so it's not like you have to make an effort to memorize my new one, hah.

The idea behind Thunderstatement is (aside from the word play on understatement) that in the not so regular case when I address something serious and meaningful or otherwise of significance, I try to make an impact with it and won't hold my tongue (much).
I'm sure I'm not known for sugarcoating things.

Either way, it's just an online username and my first name is still Oliver. ;)
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Author & Punisher
  • Playing: Metal Gear Rising demo

Year 8

Journal Entry: Fri Feb 8, 2013, 7:14 PM
As per tradition, I missed my staff anniversary last month again. I've been working for deviantART for 7 years now! That's a really long time, but looking back, it doesn't feel that long in memory.  But I have a neat highlight reel in my mind of everything I deem significant - times that felt good and times that didn't feel good. In this regard, I don't think of all the happenings in all these years as good and bad or right or wrong, at least not anymore. When you are part of a place like deviantART, you ideally throw such small thinking out the window in order to be able to appreciate this place as fully as possible. When you work for deviantART, you really just have to do that in order to be and do your best for this space and its inhabitants and I like to think that I have managed that over the years. It feels good to look at a situation and be able to look at it from different angles. That's a very important thing. I learn of and think about new perspectives every week and while I can be stubborn about certain things, I very well can and will change my mind and views if adjustments are to be made for the sake of objectivity and rationality.  I'm often proven wrong nonetheless when I express opinions I hold and they turn out to be senseless or one-sided or narrow-minded. When someone convinces me to think about something in a better way, I welcome that.

Now, before this turns into a full-blown ramble, the reason I'm writing this isn't to say "Hey look at me and what a big thinker I am", no.  I just want readers to know it. I know that most of the staff here have similar thoughts and I want you to know that as well. It's the only way that deviantART can be deviantART.
We're all living breathing human beings inside and outside. We aren't our job titles, roles, job descriptions or tasks. We're people who do what they can for this big green-grey beast which spans our entire world and people from literally every place on Earth.

I also often wish that many more people would go about their... mind, ego, whatever you wanna call it, in a similar way. Just take a step back, take off your blinders, take a deep breath, look around you, let everything into you and let it work your brain.
Too many people are very stubborn in holding on their views, thoughts, convictions etc. and won't let themselves be challenged simply for the sake of wanting to be right or not letting someone else correct their mind.

I believe in this day and age of rapid and ever accelerating change in all aspects of life, it's a disservice to oneself and others to not have a mind open enough to at least consider the chance to have it changed for the better.

I could go into great detail of how what I wrote above pertains to this place and certain kinds of situations and how I think everything could be better for everybody if they'd be willing to have their minds challenged, but I won't. I'm not even going to entertain the idea of trying to argue that my mind stuff is better than anyone else's because everybody got to where they are in their very own way and I can't expect that anyone who doesn't and has never worked for deviantART could gain and accept the same views a deviantART staff person has just by being told so.

I often express that I wish that the entire community could really see what we do and how we do it and why we do it, but it can't work that way.

This turned into a ramble after all but I haven't really written anything of note here in ages anyway. I think I'll make more of an effort to post journals. Aside from that you'll find me knee-deep in your help desk tickets.

Whatever you may celebrate these last days of the year, if anything, I hope you have a merry good time. :)
  • Mood: Content
I'm happy this great new feature was finally launched out of testing. It's probably my favorite new feature of the year. deviantART has such an insane wealth of great artwork that everybody would want to see and it's good to have a new way of discovering art beyond simple category browsing, keyword search and browsing others' galleries and favorites. More Like This sort of encompasses all of that and much more as it looks at everything that relates to the seed deviation (the one you clicked the MLT button on) and gives you relevant quality deviations you might like as well as artists and entire collections.

Check out the amazing looking launch article!

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Journal History

Do you like pudding? 

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